This semester of sch certainly sucks badly..everything is bad except for the timetable. Even though i don need to go to sch on tues and thurs, and spend abt only 3 hrs each on mon, wed and fri...there's online modules to disturb me!! argh!! hav to watch lecture videos, hav to ownself print the slides and all dat stuff..sometimes i wished they werent online modules. i'm extremyl ill disciplined, my consistency of studying is 0, no consistency at all. i can be hardworking for 3 days and slack off for 1 whole freaking month!
My memory's getting bad also.. i cant remember things as well as i could. For eg. right now!! i'm trying extremly hard to recall the past week's events. Hmm, i remember i was very very sick last fri, sat and sun.. monday i skipped sch. tue no sch, wed had business law test, thurs no sch and fri normal day at sch..did i go out during any of those days? damn it..i cant remember!
Soccer on sat for my uni team was a disaster for me..i played in central defence and i screwed up the moment the opponents attacked..a long ball came, i hesitate and waited for the ball to bounce..the indian striker outpaced, out muscled me and scored..&&^$^#*%$&$...i juz came off the bench and i had to suffer such a bad bad start..i feel so so so bad coz we were 1-0 up. The rest of my participation wasnt impactful either. I FELL ON MY TAILBONE..and couldnt get up for abt 2 mins. i got terrorized by the pacy and skillful strikers and my little boy confidence in the team was totally shaken. However, it's a gd experience to play wif older ppl. u learn alot and ''feel'' alot. i hope i'll do better for the next match.
Back to irritatin sch..this week's really bad. MGS exam, 2 coms tests, 1 EQS test, NTR and MGO exam.. screwed today's MGS exam already..hoping for the best for NTR and MGO on friday.
perhaps i should move on?
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