The first few days of the new semester hasnt been dat great.. i still cant get up in the morning..i'm drag my feet to sch while listening to music, i pay slightly more attention during lectures but i dunno how consistent can i be..and i dunno wad's wrong or missing from my life..i seem so down at times of the day, especially when i'm alone..
Yesterday, i had applied economics and the lecturer seem kinda friendly, and give breaks often, which is gd coz lecture is from 1.15 to 5! and yesterday he was nice and let us off at 3 plus coz it was the first class..i was happy coz i could go hm wif jillian coz she ends at 3 plus...but that girl had to go buy some bks at the bk shop, and see the admin stuff for some matters... and time dragged and dragged and dragged until 4 plus dan we went off...
Anyway, i thought dat if jillian is around, i'm sure to be happy, but i guess i was finally wrong..smth's really not right wif me, even having jillian around isnt working well.. we had sundae at toa payoh Mac, and she waited until my mum knocked off, so nice..haha..while eating ice cream, of coz we started looking around for nice ladies to look at..there were indeed quite alot..and that's one reason why i love working places and shopping centres..lol..
Today wasnt dat great..i was too lazy to get outta bed and listen some talk for coporation finance module, so i stayed in bed till abt 11 before going to sch for sociology..the whole day was juz boring, nth exciting at all..hai..except dat i met quite an interesting girl at clementi interchange..
i was hungry and went to the bakery to get some food..i saw this cute girl also buying, we walked around for our own food and i so happen to line up behind her at the cashier..i'm lonely, and she seemed lonely too, but of coz i don approach ppl in this manner..and so happen we were gonna take same bus too..i walked out of the bakery first coz she turned back to get an extra plastic bag..i stood at the bus 14 queue and soon she was beside me..wad coincidence..haha...and on the bus as usual, i always listen to music and juz look out of the window coz it's all the emotional songs and it makes me extra emotional...once, i happen to glance at her, she was like having the same sort of lost, sad and unwanted face dat i hav nowadays and she's also looking out of the window..i guess i hav found someone juz like me.. :(
life's been really sucky..
nth seems to be able to really cheer me up
wad should i do???
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11:13 PM
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